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I am really empty and I will always feel this way. I am waiting for the one who can change this feeling to change how they are and find out what they really want. I am not sure if this will ever happend and if they will chose they way that I am thinking about. I am so lonely these days cause I don't want to do much but stay at home and no one will come over to see me. I am working now and it is so far so good. I am really not happy with some people because of what they are doing or what they chose but I can control or change people I can only not let them effect me or not let it effect me negatively.

The punisher feeling is growing more and more everyday. I will actually be putting a personal entry from my journal that no one but I read on my deadjournal. Many of my dreams are wiped out  and are no where to be found. I guess this is growing up. I just thought that the dreams where grown up dreams but I guess they were just dreams like you would read in a fairy tale or something like that. I more I live the more I die inside and become a rock, that does nothing with anyone and doesn't talk to anyone or do much of anything.

Well that is all for now until I copy my journal to my deadjournal

 Live free and Die well.

Just wanted everyone that checks this to give me some kind of commet to say that they are my friend. I just want to see how many I have that look at this and how many I have that are on MSN. I also just want to see if there are any people out there who would like to my friend and see if I can still make friends that I don't know before I meet them. I hope that if you are wanting to be friends that you live in the US or live in Missouri but if not that is cool too but I would like to write you if you are not in Missouri or the US. Anyway that is all I have to say on  here if you want to keep up to date on how I feel go to the link below.

www.deadjournal.com/users/woodybohn

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YOU CAN'T SEE ME-John Cena's quote

Today Ashlee came back from going out of town and it was great to have her back. We she came over we kissed and we laid on my bed just holding each other and just spenting time with each other it was great. We are so in love with each other and we are so happy with each other. I went to church today with Jon and and the past two nights I was over at his house spenting the night. I was helping him and others move their rooms. Jon and his sister are moving down stairs and Jon's grandpa and grandma are moving upstairs and into Jon's old room and I don't really know what they are going to do with his sister's old room.

In other news I am going to be updating my journal which is at www.deadjournal.com/users/woodybohn Also I don't think I am going to put the old entries on because mosts of them made someone hurt or mad and stuff like that and I don't really want to be doing that now or anymore because that is just not cool. Which I wouldn't want to be uncool. What I don't want to do is hurt other people because I don't know why it would be cool or that it would be fun to do.

Anyway well it is getting late and I can't wait to talk to Ashlee because I just love her and wanted to talk to her before I go to bed. I can't wait to be able to see Ashlee tomorrow and spent time with her and make her fell loved. She is the coolest girl in the world and I love her some much. I can't wait to see her and spend time with her. Later to everyone would checks out my space.

Do you pray in the night, Can you appreciate the wind, I don't care if you fight, I need you close to sing it's the same beginning

Gone Away it's the same old same old song gone away then it's my whole life in words

I can't breath when you cry but I will be there to hold you tight I want to kill I will fight to keep you close to I will keep singing the same way I won't live if you die if I can feel you in the wind this is me it my life I need you close to sing it's the same beginning. 

Gone Away it's the same old same old song then it's my whole life in words gone away it's the same old same old song Gone Away then it's my whole life

I can't sing I don't know how far how far I can't sing I don't know how far how far

Gone Away it's the same old same old song then it's my whole life in words gone away it's the same old same old song Gone away then it's my whole life in words

I talked to Ashlee today and it doesn't sound like she want to be with me any more. I think she needs someone else to fill the place that once was held by me. Also sounds like she will be for sure going to a college out of state which doesn't make me feel good since I already lost someone that went to college. I think that if she does go out of state that she will not like it and want to come back home just like the other person who left out of city. If you don't know what I mean by that then I live in St. Louis or near St. Louis and she went from around her to up by Kanaus City, Missouri and she wishes that she was down her now because of a lot of crap that has happned up there. I just hope that were every Ashlee goes it the best place for her and that she really likes it there. I also hope that she finds a reason to live there after she gets out of college because by then she will not remember me or she will and I will not be able to be found. Plus it would be better for her to just forget about me since I seem to cause a lot of drama or trouble in her life. She desirves better anyway. Someone would will do something great with their life and do something wounderful for her. It seems like I can never do anything good or better for her.